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what the FUCK wrong w them?!

CHRISSY G — Wed, 03 Aug 2011 22:27:00 +0000

You can’t tell me nothing. Shit be ridiculous and you keep tryna be in my ear aint helping the situation. So ima mute you and your opinions. “Baby what the fuck wrong w them put their dukes up”. Sometimes I wish I could be “keeped” inside. Never let anyone in and hold me down but its real serious now so I guess ima just do what ima do and what I feel.

jumping yeaa!

CHRISSY G — Tue, 19 Jul 2011 23:26:55 +0000

“Ima jump into the fire..I’ll let you know if I get burned” you don’t have to look out for me I’m good. I think I’ve gone through enough to know what I can deal w and what is just not gna do. I’ve been trying to member what show, movie or who the hell said this; “sometimes you have to date a few assholes to find the right frog” but it stayed w me. my frog is too wonderful to be called or referred to as a frog. So I’ll call him Nervous Boy haha jkks. All I can say is I feel so lucky and thankful my friend brought him along that one night. If not idk where or who I’d be w. But thank you God, really.

Begging the world to let us take it slow but all that happens is PuRE AwESOMENESS evrrytime we get together haha. His life is beautiful. The fact he allows me to be apart of it just amazes me. I’m definitely not use to this kind of relationship. but I can surely get use to it. I wish evrryone had this or got to experience this kind of love. Idk if its too early or naïve to say that now..I just know I feel it. EX; he’s teaching me how to drive stick. Not just any stick but his car, love. I’m nervous and worried I’d hurt it but he’s so persistent I learn. I’m giving it a shot. And next week that’s all ima be doing is driving ahhhhhh haha.

Totally different note: my friend thinks I’m consuming myself w him. But I don’t see it. If I am I’m sorry I just want to make suure I don’t miss out on a great wonderful person. And I’m not saying I’m gna let our friendship just go. if you knew this person you’d see its not that easy to let them go.

imperial or palm ave

CHRISSY G — Fri, 01 Jul 2011 07:11:47 +0000

We’ve been together for awhile now and I can’t help but to reminisce about the first time we hung out. AMF bowling w my co.workers. And if it wasn’t for Jesse I wouldn’t of met you. But right now there’s some things going on between you two and all I can do is hope and pray everything gets better. Umm you’re wonderful in every way possible. You make me smile just by hearing your ringtone go off; when I get a msg or call. Sitting next to you in your car watching you sing, listen to my lamer days or just holding my hand as we drive far away from home for a few hrs always gets me. I can’t tell you what exactly it is that I like about you.. But I do joke a lot that its your hair and the way you walk lol. The little things; opening my door, bringing me kitkats on your break, picking me up from work so I can nap faster or letting me chose what we eat is MAJOR to me. What I wish I could tell you is your my kind of happiness. What I want foralways. IMY when you leave but go crazy(in a good way) when I know you’re “omw” bc that means in 20mins I’ll be in your arms. To end this post is RIDICULOUS bc I can go on for awhile and a day talking about the “likes” and “happy” things you are to me, but I’m exhausted from a well spent day w theSIBS, mom and YOU <3 goodnight loved ones

Pity Party

CHRISSY G — Sat, 25 Jun 2011 10:55:12 +0000

“I’m sorry, I won’t be your +1 to the Pity Party”

Been having tons of fun w Sosuke. I smile more, laugh more, act a damn fool when I’m w him and I learn a lot from him. Ex.take the small things in; they usually turn into the MAJOR things later.
Thursday. Worked opening @bby. Waited for V to clock on until I dipped. Sosuke picked me up took me home to change and chill. 3ish we dipped to Rosemead to meet up at Sylvain’s house. Sosuke helped Syl w his intake. 2hrs later the three of us left to meet up w some guy for parts. Ended up pulling into an Arco to meet up w Hugo and Rob. Finally we all roll to Orange. After meeting the guy, SCP decides it time to eat; Shakey’s. All sat down and talked and ate and laughed. Took pictures at the table. Went outside to our cars and took more pictures. @9ish fireworks started to go off at Disneyland. We all grouped up to watch the fireworks; Rob, Hugo and Syl then Sosuke and me. Once fireworks was dunzo we left to Syl’s. Or nears Syl’s to meet up w another guy for parts.
Finally after the meeting up w ppl, the five of us went to Syl’s to chill for a bit. Uploaded the pictures from my stick to Syl’s computer. Then we all parted. Sosuke and I talked the whole way to my house; “I just noticed looking at the pictures on my camera, that Syl and I have a lot of pictures together”-me “that’s good. I’m really happy you and Syl get along so well”-Sosuke. Got home.
20min after Sosuke and I said gn he txt me what Rita fb’d. Honestly I act like it doesn’t bother me but it really does. You don’t know me and what you do know you still hate me. “Is this what we call moral support?! Daaang”-Sosuke. Fuckn’ ridiculous!!!!!!!!
FRIDAY. Day off. Slept in or tried my best to. Woke up and laid in bed for a bit. Txt Kit and Sosuke. Watched tv, ate and cleaned my room. Sosuke got out of work 2hrs before he was originally was suppose to. And Kit was having bf problems. She told me to just do whatever and she’ll hit me up later. Once Sosuke txt me he was out and about doing whatever. I txt Kit; “just gna go talk to Josh. If anything can I hit you up if I need to?”-her. Hit up Sosuke. He saved me and we went to Wal-Mart, Portillo’s, Fry’s and two different BBY’s. Came home to watch “my neighbor totoro” in Sosuke’s car while he napped. Too cute haha
After the movie we talked then got out of his car and walked to the park. Talked hella and wow I like him even more. “I like that your caring of my things. Not just of your things…you care”-him.
Such a great day w my Sosuke. Goodnight..k byeeee

first ever

CHRISSY G — Thu, 23 Jun 2011 07:54:00 +0000

TUESDAY.
Worked then got saved by Sosuke. Scooped me up. Went home to change out of my blues and khakis. Young’ came w Sosuke and I to Guppy’s. Popcorn chicken=delicious. Sosuke pulled a fast one on me. Drove to westminster for Volcano Tea. Tried boba it was alright in my jollirancher drink. Took Young’ to Sosuke and my spot; Skyline Dr. Hella amazing views from up there. Got cold waay too fast that we left pretty fast. Went home afterwards.
WEDNESDAY.
Woke up early surprisingly. Sosuke came over to chill just in case Kit wanted to chill. Watched movies w him and Young’. Made bfast; rice and spam. Left to take Young’ and her friend to another friends kickback. We went to the Block. Walked around and decided to watch The Hangover II. He totally lost our movie stubs..but we went back to find them.(Kind of like a big deal) It was an alright movie. Pretty much the same as the first one. Chipio followed us to “our” car ahaha. Lakewood to see Sosuke’s sister and get some free pretzels. Ate hella at Ghegis Khan. Target and Khol’s for pillow and blanket shopping. After two Targets later we found pillows and my blanket. Hit up Skyline early for once. Hella pictures for Sosuke and my project got ice cream sundaes on a tuesday. Walked around Target for the 3rd time in one day lol. Fell asleep on the way home. Oh Sosuke if only you knew……….
K goodnight!!

gangsterr rappers and drug dealers

CHRISSY G — Tue, 21 Jun 2011 12:41:47 +0000

Idk why I keep forgetting to write here. Work?! theSIBS?! Sosuke?!! Plenty of me being busy?! Prolly all of them. Today I woke up to open at BBY(945amto230pm). Work went by quick. Sosuke picked me up so I could nap sooner. When I walked out Jesse was talking w Sosuske. Then we said goodbye to Jesse. Got home. Changed. Ate then napped for 2hrs.
Woke up hit up Sosuke. Scooped me up and we went to Buena Park. Never really realized just how close Buena Park is from home. Tried to hit up The Hobby Store. FAIL. BPM. Decided to eat something not Big Carl; Portillo’s. That spot is LEGIT and so delicious. After Portillo’s we hit up CMM. CMM got raided real fast. Lakewood for the old spot. Jesse and his friends showed up. Keith came. Hugo. Sylvain. Mark. Alex. Rob. Brian. Chilled then went off to get Jack and the Box. Mark bounced. The rest of us went to Long Beach to chill. Walked the beach. Talked finally went to Seal Beach to walk the pier. Walked back to the cars and chilled in front of Rob’s. Parted and now I’m home.
Now I’m laying in bed; 540am; wondering just how tired ima be tomorrow.
Oh well GOODNIGHT/ GOODMORNING!!

glitter and a unicorn

CHRISSY G — Mon, 09 May 2011 21:53:34 +0000

Straight paperr chasin’ w a hint of LATE NIGHT cruisin’. Life is def different on this side. But I aint complaining. I have no worries or stress when it comes to this life. Lately I’ve been feeling hella productive. There’s only one thing that would make “this life” of mine 100x’s better.. MB¥C. Guess that ness is gna have to wait for now. I’ve got a lot figured and ready to go so there’s no struggle for me. And now that the one thing that I thought was holding me back is DONE DID IT.. I got this huge ass smile on my face
YEE life is oh so good. Did a down and back from Laguna Beach to home and back again; thanks bhe. For the past handful nights I’ve been going out at 10pm and coming home at 3am. Like I said crusin’ not partying or gettin buck just exploring and gettin my yumminess on.
One thing for suure is I can’t wait for june to come; DMF, JB, BM’s and one straight week in SD. Oh how I miss home so much haha

“I aint lyin’ I just heartd better..”

cool story duude

CHRISSY G — Thu, 07 Apr 2011 06:02:56 +0000

“When the time comes to say goodbye, walk away w.out saying anything..” sometimes that’s all you can do to be better. All the bantering isn’t worth it to me.

Been working out and doing 2adays. Toning up my arms, legs and tummy is a tough, but I can def see the difference. Getting that beach body feels so good.. Saturday Huntington beach w V. Gna lay out and maybe shop then work later.

Last friday worked. Saturday morning, Santee Alley for so hella shopping. Got a few of sun dresses and bathing suits. Hit up Citadel outlet. That place is nothing major but I can finally say I went there. Chilled then worked. For some reason I had this redic smile on my face the whole shift. Which is funny bc I didn’t have anyone but the lamer custys.
Sunday. MCK came through for RJLA (rebuilding Japan from Los Angeles). They picked me up and we headed to Honda World. Gosh seeing hella JDM cars just made me fall inlove all over again. Met some pretty dope ppl. Good job AllenRay on showing that day. But I have to say your lamer for dipping on Fred. During the meet MCK went to JVP (Japan Village Plaza). Shopped and ate hella delicious food. Took pictures w Hello Kitty. Didn’t get to meet up w Bhe, Jesse or Johnny; but they hella came through. After food we went back to the meet. The meet was coming to an end so we decided we’d hit up Downtown Disney. Shopped there and then went home. MCK dropped me off and left for SD.
It was a good ass weekend. Funny w all that shopping, I still got all my tax refund still untouched in the bank/savings. “Watch your card not go through..”-nick. “No foo! I got money in the bank..”-me. “Like lil scrappy?”-shawna. Ahahaha love it.

Btw: heard some pretty good/bad news from far away. I’m glad it happened. Honestly I’m not sorry that happened. In fact, it needed to happen. He wasn’t doing anything for you. Do deal and you’ll be fine.

k byee

never make permanant decision’s on temporary feelings

CHRISSY G — Thu, 24 Mar 2011 06:51:32 +0000

sometimes we say and do things in the moment. We act fast and don’t weigh in the repercussions. All I know is I’ve been doing really well this past week. Doing things at my own pace and keeping my plate full. However, I don’t think I’ve second guessed my last words to you since monday; when you msg me. I stared at it for awhile; “did he mean to say that?/ was that for me?/ should I msg him back?/ did he just send it to see if I’d msg back?/ did it even mean anything?!” It wasn’t the three words I thought you’d say after that long while of nothing. Oh well. I miss you..not gna lie. Its hard to be in your life because I care so much for you. And I know what you could be; “amazing.” If I could I’d wish you tried harder to get me to talk to you again. But you let a week go by w.out anything. it wasn’t as serious as I thought it was for you.

idk maybe this is my final goodbye or something. for now this is how it has to be..

they can say whatevrr, no pain is forevrr

CHRISSY G — Fri, 04 Mar 2011 06:52:36 +0000

Seems like FNC has all the luck. Last friday we went to UCIrvine for V’s benefit performance. Her and I spent the whole day together. We started off by picking up our checks; saw Nick. Haha went to her ortho appointment and to LCC. Then got ready at my house. Once we were done we went to scoop up Remy. Her and Remy did their thing up there. We all had fun. Saw D Trix, got to meet him and take pictures w him. He’s shorter in person than I thought. But he’s hella funny; just like he was on ABDC. By the time we were getting ready to leave it was raining haaard. So we had to buddy up and drive hella slow. Met up at Guppy’s..except Jesse he went home right quick. The rest of us ordered and chilled. Attacked Remy w my fork. Bhe spilled my water on my popcorn chicken. Shared brick toast w Dani, V and Jesse.
3 hrs after being there we dipped. I went w Bhe and Jesse. Bc I was not ready to go home. Dani, Remy, V and Josh went home. The three of us went to Signal Hills, LBA, Queen Mary, Knolls Ranch and ghost hunting. Talked a lot about THUGG LYFE. Finally went home and slept until 2am.

010311.
Woke up to cutie txt msg’s and fb post and my phone being blown up. Went to dinner one night at Lucille’s; mmmm bbq.ness so good. The next day; V took me to Macaroni Grill and we got Yogurtland. We caught up on FNC and work. We have challenging past but w.out the challengies we wouldn’t be who we are today.
Hella looking forward to this weekend; tomorrow SD by night. Saturday kayaking. Bonfire. MCK buddy up right. Sunday meeting. Hiking or tanning in between work for V. Haha I can’t wait I hope its gna be a VCD get together

Ohkae byee