“Ima jump into the fire..I’ll let you know if I get burned” you don’t have to look out for me I’m good. I think I’ve gone through enough to know what I can deal w and what is just not gna do. I’ve been trying to member what show, movie or who the hell said this; “sometimes you have to date a few assholes to find the right frog” but it stayed w me. my frog is too wonderful to be called or referred to as a frog. So I’ll call him Nervous Boy haha jkks. All I can say is I feel so lucky and thankful my friend brought him along that one night. If not idk where or who I’d be w. But thank you God, really.
Begging the world to let us take it slow but all that happens is PuRE AwESOMENESS evrrytime we get together haha. His life is beautiful. The fact he allows me to be apart of it just amazes me. I’m definitely not use to this kind of relationship. but I can surely get use to it. I wish evrryone had this or got to experience this kind of love. Idk if its too early or naïve to say that now..I just know I feel it. EX; he’s teaching me how to drive stick. Not just any stick but his car, love. I’m nervous and worried I’d hurt it but he’s so persistent I learn. I’m giving it a shot. And next week that’s all ima be doing is driving ahhhhhh haha.
Totally different note: my friend thinks I’m consuming myself w him. But I don’t see it. If I am I’m sorry I just want to make suure I don’t miss out on a great wonderful person. And I’m not saying I’m gna let our friendship just go. if you knew this person you’d see its not that easy to let them go.
